I find it funny that people have a difficult time thinking abt what to get for me eventhough it was 14 days ago...Lol!! Kwang kwang kwang! Anyhoos, I've not exactly moved...but here's my new blogging site.
http://www.iamwanee.tumblr.com/
Coz it's much more fun. Heee! Had my run just now. It was alright. Now just lazy-ing ard the hse. Not sure if I wanna go out later. Clothes to iron dah mcm gunung everest. Lol!
Well, anyone knows where to get a Dupe Mac Brush Set? The websites I visited, all the sprees are over. Terlambat lah aku. Original Mac brush set, aku tak mampu..hah! This boy is soooooo damn irritating. Singing and dancing and talking non-stop.
Pfftttt!!
But I can't hate him. Haizzz!
Been a while... I don't have any ideas what to blog abt.
Been sick since last week. I lost weight.
Cancelled a few lessons. Hmmm! I don't know what to do today.
Iron my clothes, do things that I should be doing, and all. Allah hanya memanggil Kita 3 kali saja seumur Hidup.
Renung-renungkan Dan selamat beramal..
Saat itu, Dhuha, Hari terakhir aku di Masjid Nabawi untuk menuju Makah....... , aku bertanya pada
Ibu, Ibu adalah pemilik Maknah Tour Travel dimana saya bergabung untuk Umrah Di Bulan July 2007 yang lalu.
'Ibu, kataku, Ada cerita apa yang Menarik dari Umrah....? ( Maklum, ini pertama kali aku ber Umrah). Dan Ibu,
Memberikan Tausyiahnya.
Kebetulan umrahku dimulai di Madinah selama 4 Hari, baru ke Makah.
Tujuannya adalah mendapatkan saat Malam Jumat di depan Kabah.
Ibu berkata...' , * Allah hanya memanggil Kita 3 kali saja Seumur hidup*
Keningku berkerut.... ....'Sedikit sekali Allah memanggil Kita..?'
Ibu tersenyum. 'Iya, tahu tidak apa saja 3 panggilan Itu..?'
Saya menggelengkan kepala.
'Panggilan pertama adalah* **Azan*', ujar Ibu.
'Itu adalah panggilan Allah yang pertama. Panggilan ini sangat jelas Terdengar di telinga Kita, sangat kuat
Terdengar. Ketika Kita sholat, sesungguhnya Kita menjawab panggilan Allah.
Tetapi Allah masih fleksibel, Dia tidak 'cepat marah' akan sikap Kita. Kadang Kita terlambat, bahkan tidak sholat sama sekali karena malas. Allah tidak marah seketika. Dia masih memberikan rahmatNya, masih memberikan
Kebahagiaan bagi umatNya, baik umatNya itu menjawab panggilan Azan-Nya atau Tidak. Allah hanya akan membalas umatNya ketika Hari Kiamat nanti'.
Saya Terpekur.... .Mata saya berkaca-kaca. Terbayang saya masih melambatkan sholat Kerana meeting lah, mengajar lah, Dan lain lain. Masya Allah.......
Ibu Melanjutkan,Panggilan yang kedua adalah Panggilan* Umrah/Haji*
Panggilan ini bersifat halus. Allah Memanggil hamba-hambaNya dengan Panggilan yang halus Dan sifatnya 'bergiliran' .
Hamba yang satu mendapatkan Kesempatan yang berbeda dengan Hamba yang lain. Jalan nya bermacam-macam. Yang tidak punya uang Menjadi punya uang, yang tidak merencanakan, ternyata akan pergi, Ada Yang memang merencanakan Dan terkabul.
Ketika Kita mengambil niat Haji / Umrah, berpakaian Ihram Dan melafazkan 'Labaik Allahuma Labaik/ Umrotan',
Sesungguhnya Kita saat itu menjawab panggilan Allah yang Ke dua.
Saat itu Kita merasa bahagia, karena panggilan Allah sudah Kita jawab, meskipun panggilan itu halus sekali.
Allah berkata, Laksanakan Haji / Umrah bagi yang mampu'.
Mata saya semakin Berkaca-kaca. ........Subhanal lah...... .saya datang Menjawab panggilan
Allah lebih cepat dari yang saya rancangkan.. ...Alhamdulill ah...
'Dan Panggilan ke-3', lanjut Ibu, 'adalah* KEMATIAN*.
Panggilan yang Kita jawab dengan amal Kita. Pada kebanyakan kasus, Allah tidak Memberikan tanda tanda secara langsung, Dan Kita tidak mampu menjawab Dengan lisan Dan Gerakan. Kita hanya menjawabnya dengan amal sholeh. Karena Itu , Manfaatkan waktumu sebaik-baiknya. ..Jawablah 3 panggilan Allah Dengan Hatimu Dan sikap yang Husnul Khotimah.... .......Insya Allah Syurga adalah Balasannya.. ...'
** Mata saya basah di dalam Masjid Nabawi , saya sujud bertaubat pada Allah Karena kelalaian saya
Dalam menjawab panggilanNya. ....Kala itu hati saya makin yakin akan KebesaranNya, kasih sayangNya Dan dengan semangat menyala-nyala, saya mengenakan Baju Ihram Dan berniat..... ....Aku menjawab panggilan UmrahMu, ya Allah, Tuhan Semesta Alam........ **
*Huraisy*
*Pada Hari Kiamat akan keluar seekor binatang dari neraka jahanam yang Bernama 'Huraisy'
Berasal dari anak kala jengking. Besarnya Huraisy ini Dari timur hingga ke Barat. Panjangnya pula seperti jarak langit Dan bumi.
Malaikat Jibril bertanya : 'Hai Huraisy! Engkau hendak ke mana Dan siapaYang kau Cari?'
Huraisy pun menjawab, 'Aku mau mencari lima Orang.'
Pertama, orang yang meninggalkan sholatKedua, orang yang Tidak mahu keluarkan zakat.
Ketiga, orang yang durhaka kepada ibu Dan Bapaknya. Keempat, orang yang bercakap tentang dunia di dalam
Masjid. Kelima, orang yang suka minum arak.'*
Sampaikan pesanan ini
Biarpn 1 ayat.. Wallahualam*
--------------------------------------------------------------------- Received the above from a friend via email.
Just for share. Just finished eating Koko Krunch Duo with Strawberry milk which was my nephew's. Hahaha!! Too lazy to cook bee hoon (instant). Btw, mom & dad are not ard. They're off to KL since morning. Hmmmm....Holiday!! I think I want one too. I was looking forward to the family chalet this coming 21 to 23 June over at Aloha Chalet. But was cancelled. You guys shud know why. I've already taken my leave and chose my off day. Looks like I have to cancel the 22nd June... --------------------------------------------------------- Had my practical just now. Ouhh man...can I say that I was a road hazard? On the circuit and also on the road?!? From the start of the lesson, I know that today's lesson would be a lil difficult and different for me. I felt like I was doing my 1st lesson. Hack!! My 1st lesson was even better!! Pfffttttt!!! No, it wasn't the instructor. It was me. Haiz!! Even the instructor knows that I was a little bit panic-ky. My concentration was not 100% there. I just hope tmr will be better. Nasib nari dpt instructor yg pernah ajar aku. Kalau tak, confirm kena pekik. Haiz! Have to have a gd rest tonight. Yeah, bsk same practical time as MakSu. Hehehehe! :D Been a while...a little dusty. Heh! Nothing much to blog abt, actually.
If I were talk abt work, it'll be boring. I never liked blogging abt work. Work is work..let it be in the office. Lol! But it doesn't mean I don't like what I do. I'm still learning. Many more things to know. It's a good experience. See, bored already right? Heh! So, gonna be going for my pract later and to yishun for some hamster stuff. Most prob with the bestie. If she's not lazy lahhhh.... - Canon EOS 450D 
*If a DSLR is still too expensive, this will do.*
- Lumix LX3
- Nokia E63 (the red looks awesome!)
- Nokia 5800 (Comes with Music)
*Will have to see what other phones are coming up. It will always be between Sony Ericsson & Nokia* - REVAMP MY ROOM!
- Colour it Red! (without looking like an ahlian or minah rep)
- BANGS!! (like the 90s)
- DRIVING LICENSE!
[What I wrote @ a forum...] *I think I am going to cry again while I type this out* As some of you might have read, I posted abt Dale under the Hamster Medic section regarding his eye and fur. So yes, he have been sick for nearly a week. He passed away this morning at the vet. I got him from PLC on the 15th of April this year. I still remember it was the smallest in the grp with fair fur and a cute face. It was also the first hamster I held for the first time in years. He didn't bite and was really friendly. He was always curious, and active. Climbing up on my hand and always running on the wheel. *crying!!* Yes, he was my favourite. In fact, he was not only my favourite but my family's too. But last week, its eye had some redness ard it and also some fur loss at the back of its head. Brought it to the vet, and was given eye drop. He was improving. Last Sunday, his breathing was a little different. Seems difficult. And there's loss of appetite. Not eating or drinking. It wasn't active like before. There's also sound when it was breathing. On Monday, I took it to James Tan Vet Centre. Advised to hospitalise it there. I couldnt sleep properly that night. This morning while I was at work, the vet called and told me that Dale have passed away. I cried immediately after that. I now understand how my aunt felt when her cat was hospitalised. But the cat is all better now. Sorry Maksu, I laughed at u when u told me u cried when athai was hospitalised. Heee! Dear Dale,
We're going to remember u as the most darling and loving hamster. We'll definitely miss u.
RIP, Dale. 
The death was because of a really bad flu. Now pple, take gd care of ur pets.
Just came back from the vet. All the way to Whitley Rd. Lol! Thanks Kiki for teman-ing. Well, the visit was because of Dale's right eye. Red ard the eye. Kept scratching it too. Could be because of the bath sand. Okay, too much info...hahaha! Enough abt Dale... I'm so glad that the weekend is finally here. I love Fridays. I loathe Sundays coz, I have to think abt Monday, which is the start of the new week. And it all starts all over again. Hmmm...Lol! Anyhoos, I was thinking of posting old pics on my multiply and Facebook. Heee! So, friends...watch out!!! One of them is this...
Nyehehehe!! 
 
Ibu, Ibu, Engkaulah ratu hatiku. I can't imagine my life without a person called Mom.
It would be different and very much difficult.
I am thankful that I have a Mom who love all 4 of her kids.
Wake up very early in the morning just to prepare our meals.
And all that things a great mom do. Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers ard the world.
I love my Mommy!
I was darn sleepy at work today.
My eyes were half open and I could just go to sleep if I didn't force myself to wake up and do my job. Lol!
I could just sleep like Dale & Atai.....Heeee!!
 
 | 3 Things | Apr 19, '09 10:08 AM
for everyone |
I'm not supposed to be on the comp right now, right this moment.
But I'm still gonna blog abt 3 things that happened today. Heh! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cotton Ball I got help from Dr Raudha this morning. He took care and played with the 2 fur-ies while I cleaned their cage. He came at 8am, you know. After cleaning their cage, played with them for a while. Anyways, I am not afraid of them coz I know that if they bite, it's because they're just defending or protecting themselves. Its only that I can't stand the geli-ness. Haha! Raudha: Just hold! Tak ade ape2...Dier rase mcm biler kakak hold the fur.
Me: I know!!!! But I can't stand the leg!!! GELI!!!!!
Raudha: Okay, you touch the leg.
Me: *touch the leg*
Me: Ahhhh!!!!! Geli, geliiii!!!!!
Raudha: Okay kan...try to hold it. Tak ade ape2....
Me: *hands shaking*
Raudha: I put on your hand. You don't let go arhh....
Me: Ahhhhh!!!! Geli!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hand still shaking* Ambikk!!!!
The geli-ness thing happens a few more times and yeah, finally I held it in my hands. No shaking!! Hahahaha! Ouhh....I have yet to introduce the two fur-ies.
The hamsters: Chip (female) & Dale (male).
I held Dale coz it doesn't bite. Lol! And it's sooooo cute, mcm nak squeeze especially when it sleeps. Tido ter-bongkang!! Burok!!
Chip, I'll try next week coz, well, it bites. And it sleeps alot. Abah said it's just like Mom! Hah! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Classically Handsome Watched 17 Again with Jamilah. Can I say that Zac Efron looks classically handsome in that leather jacket and shades? Saye suke! Magie: You're confused.
Mark/Mike: I am seriously confused.
Magie: Your pants are really tight! You are....
Mark/Mike: No!! I'm not gay!!!! Haaa! I don't like rating movies. Watch it and rate it yourself. It was great for me.... Jamilah: Zac Efron handsome kan!?!?!
Fairus: Alah dier dah ade matair lahhh....
Me: Mcm boleh dpt jer.....
Khehehehe!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ermmm.....I forgot what's the third one.
Nvm.
Bestie, I hope you had fun today.
Simple but nice. Heh!
:D Syukran ade hamster namer dier Whitey / Debo.
Tapi Syukran ade 1 hamster jer. (-_-)"
Whitey / Debo adalah seekor Hamster jantan. Tadi gi Pet Lovers.
Dorang ckp Whitey / Debo ade infection.
Beli obat, cream, dan makanan dier pakai duit aku. Kesian Whitey / Debo tergaruk-garuk mcm beruk.
Padahal binatang tu adalah seekor Hamster. Nampaknye aku kena jage Hamster nie.
Hari-hari kasi ubat 1 kali sehari, sapu cream 2 kali sehari, cuci "rumah" dier, tukar makanan dier. Tapi, aku takut nak pegang si Whitey / Debo. Mcm mane?
(-_-)v My parents will be off to Jakarta from tomorrow till Saturday. So, I'll be at home all by myself most of the time. Boohoo! And I'll have the feel of how a working women life is like. I'll have to wash the clothes, cook (cheh!), and do all that chores. Even before doing those things, I'm already thankful that I still have my mom to do most of my stuff for me daily. So, I have no choice but to just iron the clothes, which is my weekly chore, without much complain even if it's bertingkat-tingkat (coz I still do mumble to myself when it's ridiculously byk) .....heh! The experiment starts tomorrow! I have a mission which I have to do too. We'll just see how it goes. If it happens, it happens. Whether my parents (esp. Mom) likes it or not, she's gonna become a singa or not....I don't know. Like I said, we'll just have to see how it goes. Report will be given by this weekend. Heee!!! Toodles! A Story to live by
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.
He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.'
This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a Gift
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone
who's crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.
Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who
desires children but they're barren...
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or
sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your
job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning
another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and think: you're alive and still
around.
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Too beautiful not to share....... Do I need to be talkative to not be shy?
Do I need to be obnoxious to not be shy?
Do I need to speak or blabber things that do not matter to not be shy?
Do I need to be self-centred to not be shy? Just think for a moment. Help me here. Can you pls tell me what do you think of someone who is shy?
Pls define the word shy for me.
Synonyms
1. Shy, bashful, diffident imply a manner that shows discomfort or lack of confidence in association with others. Shy implies a constitutional shrinking from contact or close association with others, together with a wish to escape notice: shy and retiring. Bashful suggests timidity about meeting others, and trepidation and awkward behavior when brought into prominence or notice: a bashful child. Diffident emphasizes self-distrust, fear of censure, failure, etc., and a hesitant, tentative manner as a consequence: a diffident approach to a touchy subject. 4. heedful, cautious, chary. 10. shrink.
Yes, I am kind of shy when meeting new people. I don't speak much with them. I tend to be quiet. To be honest, I am trying my best. It doesn't mean that I can't or won't do the things that I want or have to do. I don't like to be forced either. "You should do more stage performances to overcome your shyness."
"Don't be shy when talking to customers."
"All you do is smile, smile and smile."
"You should just do backend things if you are shy to meet the customers." Let me just say this. I am kind of frustrated with the certain people who said that.
At times I am frustrated with myself too. Does a shy person have to be scared or shy when doing everything?
Does the person have to be dumb?
Does the person have to be quiet with everyone?
[Answer to all that: No!] My reasons:
I don't talk much when meeting new people. It's because, well, it's simple. I do not know them. I do not know how they are. How they react to certain things. How's their attitude. I am just cautious. That's why all I do is smile and listen to what they say. Another reason why I do not talk much (okay, but not with my close friends and family) is because I like to listen. I like to know informations. I want to know what people like or don't like. I'm just curious. If I speak so much then I won't be able to listen. Yes, I do say my opinions at certain points but then I'll just listen again. Here's the thing. When I was younger, I was freakin' shy. You can go ask my family. Scared to ask, scared to speak, scared to do things. At a certain point, I told myself to take whatever things that was said to me abt my "weakness" which is my "shyness" as a challenge. I am happy that I can do a class presentation with so much composure, I can ask the things I want to know, I get to do what I love which is do stage performances/dancing.... So thank you for the challenges. I know that I don't have to tell you the reasons. I don't need to do or say things to prove that I am not that freakin' shy anymore. I do have the limits to my shyness. Believe it or not. Bla bla bla. But I just feel like typing it out. I want some comments or maybe critics to know and to challenge myself. Take things as a lesson to better myself. Okay, that's enough. Thanks for reading :D | -_- | Feb 28, '09 5:38 AM
for everyone |
One of my aunt just passed away this morning, after years on the hospital bed. Alhamdulillah, beliau telah selamat di-kebumikan. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh-nye. Ditempatkan-nye diantara org-org yg beriman dan memaafkan segala kesalahan-nye. Amin. [25/02/09] Been a while...been a while...I actually have no idea what to blog about. But let's just get going and see how this entry goes. Let me start of with what I've been up to this past week.
Well, some friends and family might know that I'll be performing for my department on the 4th of March. For this Quality Services thing. Been quite busy with practice during office hours. So yeah, I don't mind the practice timings at all. I'm smiling instead. And it felt great to be performing again, even though it's for a short 3 to 4 minutes. Hehehe! It's been fun! This is actually for a song writing/music what-so-ever competition...bla bla bla. Like what the event name meant, it have to be about Service Quality. Yeapz! Tak paham, it's okay. I'll try to get someone to video my dept's performance, and I'll post it here. On an another note, I have few more days till my CSCollege e-learning expires. I need to do 2 more modules. But it always hangs lah. Irritating!!! Tmr. I'll have to do it tmr...but that's what I said the last 2 days and yesterday too. Hehehehe!! [26/02/09] Currently watching American Idol at StarWorld. I thought it was yesterday. Hahah! Let me just get this out. I'm thankful that the bikini girl and Tatiana is out. Hah! Whiny!!
Even if Tatiana can sing, she's just irritating lahh...so drama. Haiya! Okay, time to do my e-learning! 
I gotta get this out. Maybe get some help.
Astagfirullahhalazim...
It's been weeks. I don't know what's wrong with myself. PMS? I don't want to blame that for what I did. I should slap myself. I feel like slapping myself...right in the face.
For weeks, I've been getting angry and irritated so easily. One question can tick me. Like a bomb. It's irritating me and definitely irritating the pple ard me. Especially Mom. Arghh!! I would raise my voice or not answer the questions asked. Ignore what was said. I hate it, seriously.  | |
